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4 Bellas
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8-9 Nikki Bella
10 Cody Rhodes
11-12 Jillian Hall
13 John Cena
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18-19 Triple H
20 Kofi Kingston
21 Legacy
22 Randy Orton
23-24 Maryse
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29-30 Mickie James
31 Carlito & Primo
32-33 Rosa Mendes
34-35 Santina Marella
36 Lillian Garcia

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3 Christian & Jack Swagger
4-5 Evan Bourne
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10-11 Eve Torres
12-13 Gail Kim
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18 Kane
19 Layla
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28-29 Michelle McCool
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5 Lita
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7 Undertaker & TripleH
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Woke up to pain. Yuck. Took pills. While I am waiting I shall do this thing.

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If you haven't already, please read, and if you have something that needs to be said, comment on this: http://mistress-aine.livejournal.com/182114.html

Thank You.

EDIT:: Lauren, did you want to come over for Smackdown tonight??? If you can't get me on my phone, call my house. 301-777-0525. It is on from 8 to 10. Good times.

So. I am going to be as straightforward with this as I can without singling people out.

I have been contemplating this for months. Every time I start to type this up I somehow talk myself out of it. I feel that I am being whiny or paranoid and that this is really of no importance and that nothing will be accomplished by this but the need to talk keeps creeping up inside of me. Well, after much thought, I have decided to go ahead and do this. Part of my friends list will skip over this as it doesn't pertain to them, part of it will (most likely) comfort me or tell me I am crazy, and the other part will skip it completely even though they are the part who really needs to read this. Either way I figure I needed to stop chickening out and get it off my chest. It is better to know the truth than to live everyday questioning. Here we go.

I started 2008 out with a lot of very close friends and as the first couple months passed, I gained more friends. By late March/early April it looked like 2008 (despite some failed romance) was finally the year I had been looking for. For years I had wanted to branch out, widen my circle of friends, get to know more people, and feel generally better about myself. There for awhile that is what I felt. Then suddenly....no...suddenly isn't the best word because it wasn't exactly sudden. It happened slowly but quickly. Either way, I noticed that some of my older friendships, which had seemed to be getting stronger, were fading away. Friends who I had known for so long were becoming distant and new friends who I thought were getting closer were suddenly weird toward me. I noticed it most in the months following Otakon. I don't know what changed but suddenly things were just weird. No explanations, just poof, gone. Happy times came with the news of my graduation and very few people were there for me. Rough times came with the news of my surgery and the long road it has traveled and once again, very few people there for me. Nothing, just weirdness.

I am the kind of person who likes to know when I do something or something happens that pisses someone off. I like to talk about it then and resolve whatever problem there may be so that we can work on it, get past it, and grow stronger from it. I am also not the kind of person who will walk up and say "hey, is something wrong here" because in the past when I have done that it has turned out that I was just being paranoid and it has ended up hurting my friendships. This time I don't think I am being paranoid. Not entirely at least. That is why I am typing this. I need some closure. I need the truth. If I am being paranoid, then tell me. If I have done something to upset you, then tell me. If I have done something to make you happy, then tell me. Let me go into 2009 knowing what my friends are thinking instead of spending my alone time wondering if I have done something wrong.

I know that my moving and my not having a lot of money to go places has had an impact on a lot of my friendships and I am sorry for this. Now that I am looking for a good job and starting a stable and independent life, I am hoping to visit a lot more of you and try to take part in a lot more activities. That is another reason why I need some clarity. Some explanations.

I also wanna say this. To the friends out there who have stuck by me and supported me through my surgeries and graduating and everything and who helped in giving me some very good memories of 2008, I just want to say thank you soooo very much. I don't want this to make you feel unappreciated. You are very much appreciated. Thank you for all your well wishes and your good lucks. They meant the world to me these last few months and have kept me from going crazy during my recovery. To everyone who will read this, I love everyone of you. My friends mean the world to me. Even if you have given up on me or have some problems that I am unaware of, you still mean something to me and I still care about you.

I am leaving this as a public entry cause there are some people who have very randomly removed me from their friends list with no explanations. This will remain public in the hopes that they will see it and problems (if they exist) can be resolved. Comments are screened so that people can share with me what they are feeling. Please, if I have done anything at all to upset any of you I am begging you, please, let me know. I want to go into 2009 feeling good instead of feeling like I have somehow failed people. And if being stuck in the house for 3 weeks has made me crazy and I am being silly, dear God someone tell me. Lol.

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This amuses me greatly for some reason. I love it. So, who wants an arousing hugs???? Anybody??

Can someone please assist me in finding the hall costume contest information for Otakon?? I can't seem to locate it.

Me: i know what we can talk about. Sokka. I love sokka. lmao!!!
CJ: I cant wait till the new epds
CJ: Did you see all of them
season 3
Me: me either...though i dont want it to be over!!!!!!
Me: yep
CJ: GOOD STUFF HUH
CJ: Zukko joinned the team WOOT
Me: AWESOME AMAZING STUFF!!!
Me: I LOVE ZUKKO!!!!
Me: He can fire bend me anytime if you know what i'm saying. LMAO
CJ: LOL

I fucking LOVE Burn Notice. When I have money again I am so buying season 1. Yep. That's all. Love you!!!!!!!

So new cosplay. Will happen after Otakon sometime. This will also be the first of many, many, many Avatar cosplays from me. Lol. I have a list. Like everybody and their brother.....or maybe not their brother. Lol.

Ok. I have a large, well to me it is, black spider trapped in my room. I have cleared the entire bed and couldn't find it. It is possible it is wrapped in the big brown blanket it was hiding under. I have managed to seal it in the room somewhere. I blocked the door and stuffed the rug in the crack so it can't get out. I called my dad to come kill it but he laughed, said something about being 4 hours away, and told me to kill it. I think I'll wait til my aunt gets back and have her do it. I got my DS out of the room but my phone is still in there. Yikes. I hate spiders.

EDIT:: My Aunt came home, handed me the nozzle to the vaccum cleaner and proceeded to unfold the big brown blanket. The spider fell out and I got him with the vaccum. All is well. Now we have to explain to the men building her deck what the hell all that screaming was about.

stress stress stress stress stress

Dear Mother,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but I‘ll join the monastery.
I think I realized it when your dwarf bit me, with George bush and his wife and I saw you sit at the crazy monk.
I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand the middle-east.
I'm returning your ring to you, but I'll keep your mom as a memory.
You should also know that I get sick when I think of our friendship.

Good luck on your short term leave from jail,
Rebekah



As I side note I chose the last cut in my last post and I am getting really nervous and it is highly likely that I will chicken out. Oh lord. Ok. Crazy day. Have a papaer to research for and write today.....might be dropping this class. Lol. Ok. Here we go.

Soooo, I wanna do something different with my hair.
I want opinions. I can't decide what would look good on me. Here are some I was looking at.

Not gonna put the image as it is big. Maybe this but longer-short layers and fuller.------ http://www.cobellavideos.com/images/fusion-collection/Programme-2.jpg

This kinda looks like what I already have. -----http://images.funadvice.com/photo/image/12760/emo_hair_long.jpg

I love this but I could never cut mine that short or pull it off ----http://i19.tinypic.com/867hloz.jpg

I want that like, long choppy "emo" cut. You know what I mean. I like it but I don't know how it would look on me. I just...ugh...dunno. I want something different. I am cutting it thursday. If you have any opinions or ideas, please be sharing.

Is anyone else having issues with cosplay.com right now???? Everytime I try to look at anything but the main page, it sends me to this page with the logog that says the page doesn't exist or has been disabled. Anybody else having this problem?

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